I hit my head against the walls, but I don't feel the pain.
I take a look at all these colours, but now it seems so pale.
I miss the girl that I don't know. Oh! I miss her so! ...
But I'll get high, dig that hole in the sky.
I keep on watering inner flowers, as if it would not fade.
I keep on listening to all their words, as long as I can stand it.
But don't you know that I'm dying slowly, and you will rot with me.
But I'll get high, dig that hole in the sky.
Music & lyrics written by Arnaud Schmitz. 2001.
This song was written to be interpreted with my band of the era: Heaven.
The song was played only once in public by the band (in an instrumental version), opening a concert in St. Avold, in August 2001. A demo (with vocals) was recorded with the last line-up of Heaven (without Jeff) in April 2002.
After the split of the band, the recording was released on the first EP by Number Nine Experiment: "No Time To Waste" (2004). There are two live versions by Number Nine Experiment on: "Jam Sessions at the Irish Bar" (2006).
A video was designed for the song by Arnaud, and directed by one of his friends, Michel, in June 2002.
